Wednesday, June 21, 2006

Physics 7

It is the very nature of existence that we consider when we evaluate the relationship between consciousness and chaos. It is a ... Of course the flapping of a butterflies wings had an impact on whether or not i took left or a right at the fork in the road. Whether or not it is quantifiable, qualifieable or the other is meaningless. Perception is reality, life is what you make or what it makes of you. It is said that water is the wise eternal ancestor, always seeking the lowest point taking the shape of any container, renoucer of nothing, possessor of nothing, and changer of all things. The microcosm or fractal of awareness that is awareness is a replica of awareness as an infinite reflection of the unbroken whole.

I believe that knowing is for fools and charlatans while empathy, devotion, and faith are fruits of the delluded. Aprehending the Tao is like attempting to swallow a ball of fire that can not be consumed, rejected, or extinguished. There is no way but the way. There is no truth but the truth. Is truth measurable? It truth youniversal? Does truth even exist?

One must uncover the infinite nature of awarness by allowing one to have attention to attention's beckoning, not impulsive reactionary conditioning but spontaneous emergence of what is happening as it happens; a perfect expression of what must come to pass.

Friday, June 09, 2006

Physics 6

All vibrations are. The qualitative assignment of meaning is not mine.

Resonance, the accumulative consciouness that has affinity for itself. It is said, " game recognize game!"
Qi is a character that embodies what can't be spoken. As far as the character is concerned, it consists of a pot filled with grain and a top slightly open with vapors escaping. this suggests the notion of the microcosm of the unbroken whole. One of many words for energy, is Qi but it is not Qi. One of many words for Qi is energy, but it is not energy.
Life is part who sees it and part what goes unseen. I mentioned a poem earlier in the class, please take the "time" to read it!


Here is the poem as promised:
Sha Clack Clack
by Saul Williams

If I could find the spot where truth echoes
I would stand there and whisper memories of my children's future
I would let their future dwell in my past so that
I might live a brighter now.
Now is the essence of my domain and it contains all that was and will be
And I am as I was and will be because I am and always will be that nigga
I am that nigga
I am that nigga
I am that timeless nigga that swings on pendullums like vines through mines of boobytrapped minds that are enslaved by time
I am the life that supersedes life times I am
It was me with serpentine hair and an timeless stare that with immortal glare turned mortal fear into stone time capsules
they still exist as the walking dead, as I do
The original sulpherhead, symbol of life and matriarchy, severed head medussa I am
I am that nigga
I am that nigga!
I am that nigga!!
I am a negro!Yes negro! from necro meaning death
I overcame it so they named me after it.
And I be spitting at death from behind and
putting "kick me" signs on it's back
Because I am not the son of Sha-Clack-Clack
I am before that, I am before
I am before before
Before death is eternity after death is eternity there is no death there's only eternity
And I be riding on the wings of eternity like HYAH! HYAH! HYAH! Sha-Clack-Clack
But my flight doesn't go undisturbed
Because time makes dreams differ
and all of my time fears are turning my days into daymares
And i Live daymares reliving nightmares of what taunted my past
Sha-Clack-Clack, time is beatin my ass
And i be having dreams of chocolate covered watermelons filled with fried chicken like Pinatas
With little pickaninny sons and daughters standing up under them with big sticks of aluminium
foil hittin' em tryin to catch pieces of falling fried chicken wings
And Aunt Jemiama and Uncle Ben are in the corners with rifles pointed at the heads of the little children
"Don't shoot the Children", I shout " don't shoot the children
But they say its too late
They've already been infected by time
But that shit is before my time
I need more time
I need more time
But's its too late
They strating shooting at the children and killing them
one by one, two by two, three by three, four by four, five by five, six by six
but my spirit is growing seven by seven
faster than the speed of light
Cause light only pentrates the darkness that's already there
and I am already there
I here at the road which is the beginin of the the road beyond time, But
Where my niggaz at? ( oh shit!)

Oh shit, don't tell me my niggaz got lost in time
My niggaz are dying before their time
My niggaz are serving unjust time
My niggaz are dying because of ...time

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

Physics 5

The world is not mine for the taking. All things being equal, nothing is symetrical. The even -handedness of nature would have it no other way. Or is it this even-handedness that underlyes the sysmetry of it all? Who's to say? One thing's to be sure of is that eye and I don't always see eye to eye, and the eyes have it. The appearance of things is but a reflection of the heart.

Well now he we go again... Where do i end and where do you begin? So often the search is for the reason for the season. Charge parity is a divine parody. The thread that weaves life into an eternal tapestry of now moments could be conveived as a "violation" or as grace. Violation is a term designed to relegate some phenmenal occurence to a status of defiled or against the natural order of things. It could be experience itself that is the violation, the perverted mind of the self and the maya of the youniverse.

Phi, 1.618, mathematical nomenclature for the divine awarness that is animate reality. Sacred geometry and phyics are different facets of the same diamond. Because my foot is exactly the length as my forearm, and my mouth 1.618 times the size of my nose, i wonder if it really can fit in my mouth? my I certainly does.

One can only treat the world the way one experiences themself, not the way they feel about it, but how they feel about who they are. When one becomes connected to the source of all, one can neither embrace nor renounce the present for it is the gift given for now eternal.
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